please check out my new blog darkheartofwinter.blogspot.ca/
This is an alternate profile I've created for myself so that I can share and keep a database of my more disturbing/personal drawings that i create to express my darker side. Most of my drawings will probably be relatively sketchy and done in pencil; because the pencil is what i use when i want to express something instead of making a polished peice of art or learning a new technique. I also want to experiment with art done in real blood.
Knowing that if I get through this minute I could always kill myself in the next one makes it possible to get through this minute without being utterly overwhelmed. Suicidality may be a symptom of depression; it is also a mitigating factor. The thought of suicide makes it possible to get through depression. I expect that I’ll go on living so long as I can give or receive anything better than pain, but I do not promise that I will never kill myself. Nothing horrifies me more than the thought that I might at some stage lose the capacity for suicide.